wahhh... entry pown da mcm jiwang karat siot! actually diz post not as jiwang as d entry but it's much more on perasaan bersalah bile aku teringat sal kisah2 dulu aku. today, once aku tergerak ati nk search name diz girl in fb, then bumm!! unfortunately she's exist in fb.. then i smpt la i read her blog n i can read her mind also, even though she's not stated d person dat she's talked about. i knew it very well coz we were related to d same guy a few month ago. i feel so guilty and sad even though i did not related at all dgn ke'PUTUS'an hubungan dieowg [sowi, broken malay]. i means i had exist in their relationship as a 3rd person, which means aku pnh jd 'madu' die. im so3 stupid at dat time. da taw mamat 2 da de gf, but still go on wif dat shit relationship [gurls out there, jgn tiru mcm aku]. betol la pe owg ckp, once mamat 2 pnh wat kt gf die cmtu, so no wonder if he do d same to us. finally, he broken up wif me. not bcoz of d 4th person, but die tensen sbb kteowg [aku n diz gurl] slalu wat die tensen [n i love to do so]. never mind, mayb sumday Allah will give him a lesson n aku da dpt da [Alhamdulillah..]. u noe, actually mamat 2 still de utang ngn aku beratus2 n i dun remembered how much [myb rm250] n now he keeps running away from me. call xjwb, sms lg la hampeh. i dun noe what to da now to get back my precious money[datz y i call diz as shit relationship].
gurl, if u hv read diz, i juz want to ask for ur forgiveness as what i've done b4. im really2 bad gurl... i dun hv a strength to ask ur forgiveness directly bcoz im ashamed 4 what i've done b4...
SOWI 4 EVERYTHING~~~
